What is that saying? You can be lonely in a crowd or something like that.. I always get muddled up with my quotes.Sometimes I feel so alone even when I am in a room, some times I am made to feel alone, I do not know what I have done or whether it is my paranoia but I feel that I no longer fit.
I find I am isolated and in a little bubble, No one even attempts to reach out to me… Perhaps I should be more outgoing.. but feeling how I do with my depression I find it hard to try and make conversation with someone.
I wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me!!! I am a people pleaser and I would love to help anyone and have a laugh but I feel I can not anymore.There seems this invisible barrier now. I would really love to have a proper friend whatever one of those is.
I can not think of the last time I did something with a friend, I feel so alone and it hurts.