Lonely

What is that saying? You can be lonely in a crowd or something like that.. I always get muddled up with my quotes.Sometimes I feel so alone even when I am in a room, some times I am made to feel alone, I do not know what I have done or whether it is my paranoia but I feel that I no longer fit.
 I find I am isolated and in a little bubble, No one even attempts to reach out to me… Perhaps I should be more outgoing.. but feeling how I do with my depression I find it hard to try and make conversation with someone.

I wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me!!! I am a people pleaser and I would love to help anyone and have a laugh but I feel I can not anymore.There seems this invisible barrier now. I would really love to have a proper friend whatever one of those is.

I can not think of the last time I did something with a friend, I feel so alone and it hurts.

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About julieledwards

I am a very busy mum of three. I work full time and finding time for me is always hard. I am going to be blogging about general life issues.
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