Well, I decided that we should go out this afternoon as I have been recouperating all week from this chest infection. So off we toddled in the car to Bolsover Castle, a local English Heritage property. Rejoined as membership had expired and off we trotted to go and look round the ruins firstly before the Little Castle.
I have NEVER felt so blinking weak and my legs were so wobbly I did not think they would continue to hold me up at one point. Myself and my eldest daughter Kimberley went to the coffee shop whilst Mark, Rebecca and Jarod continued looking round and I could sit down and rest. I had not been out since Tuesday when I had gone to the doctors.
I felt dreadful that I had ruined a trip out again. If its not my chest its my IBS. I just can not win. I thought some fresh air and sunshine and a gentle walk would give me a helping hand on the road to recovery. I think it has put me back by two steps though.
I am going to work tomorrow and luckily I can sit down all day so it is not going to tire me out by doing physical work like I used to do. But I must admit I am abit worried if I can hack all day without hacking all day!!
I am on early shift this week so it means I have to get up even earlier!! But I can not complain as I do love my job loads!!!
I don’t want to sound selfish but I just want to feel better…..